I dreamed you last night

I thought it was my nightmare

When that feeling starts to call, I know it will hurt me

And I opened your wall

Your wall in facebook

You said that you dreamed ur eks girlfriend

You didn't mention who she was

Is that me ?

My Oedipus Complex ,written by Frank O’Connor (summary)

There was a family, consist of father who was in the army all through the war (the first war), mother who was a ordinary simply housewife, and Larry, the single child. Larry was a young boy who needs much attention and someone to hold on. Firstly, his mother cared him so much. There was only Larry and his mother in the house.  But when his father came from The First War, everything was changed. He felt that love that her mother gave was not as same as before. She prepared all the things his father needed well. It was difficult to get his mother’s attention. It began complicated when he interrupted his parents’ conversation and disturbed his father. He had heard ominous words. Even, Larry and his father became enemies. The feeling of jealosy was getting complex and Larry said that he was going to marry his mother when he grew up to put his mother stay away from his father. It was not the only problem, other calamity came, Sonny arrived. Larry disliked him because her mother took excessive attention care of the new baby, Sonny. He did not have anyone to care at him. One night, there was someone beside Larry. He thought it must be his mother, but it was wrong. He heard Sonny in convulsions in the next room and his mother’s voice. It was his father. He came and accompanied Larry. In the end, the relationship between Larry and his father was better than before. Christmast day came, Larry got a nice model railway from his Santa Claus, father.

Fresh Mangrove In The Crowd of Surabaya

                As the capital city of East Java, Surabaya becomes a metropolitan city with many kinds of its activities. Growing with skyscraper buildings, industries, and traffic jam. Water pollution and air pollution are the most troubles in this Heroes city. When people getting stress with their duties, the only way to take some rest are just walking around in shopping center, mall, and city park. However, this way is not effective for refresh our mind.

                People usually go out from Surabaya if they want to take fresh place just like Malang, Madura, or Mojokerto because there is no green place in Surabaya. Two weeks ago my friend invited me to visit a good place around Surabaya. Then, he took me to somewhere, far from crowd of the city. It was still in Surabaya. Exactly in Wonorejo, Rungkut, Surabaya. From STIKOM, it was about 10 km. We just need straightfoward to get there. It was really easy to find Mangrove tourism object. The air was fresh. That place like a fresh forest, no air pollution. Because this place just found three years ago, the street did not too good, through the steep road. Although it was little difficult, but it was comparable with the fresh mangrove forest. I did not know exactly, how could this place find in Surabaya. It might this place in suburb of Surabaya, near  beach area. I thought many people still did not know about this place. At the mangrove forest, the river was about 4.4 km. We could go around by boat and enjoyed the forest. For one boat, with 10 people over there, the ticket just Rp 25.000,- .A lot of trees made our mind fresh. The tour guide explained all about the mangrove itself.

                Now, if you are getting stress with your assignments on your campus and do not have much time to go out of Surabaya, just visit Fresh Mangrove Forest, Wonorejo, Rungkut, Surabaya. Do not worry about the price, it is cheap. This tourism object enough for little exhale in the crowd of Surabaya.

heavy rain on friday night

On my 4th semester,I found it's more difficult than before. I realized that this is not such kind of game anymore. I don't know, whether what I choose in this major is right or not . No , it doesn't mean that I will give up . . . English Education. . How come ?? Stand up in front of your class , and teach your students . Give what they want to know about all, about knowledge and there is nothing on your mind .

Everyday like hell when I must finish all of the assignments and homeworks . Everyone told me to be strong, include my lecturers and my indeks prestasi. Yes, I see and I finished all .

Everyday like a marathon when my superhero friends - oriflame - called and sent me messages, "do what people can't do, time is money ". Yes, I know . You gave me a bright future . I do everything the best I can .

Everyday like coklat stroberi when you received a lots of love messages from your dears . Whew , it sounds good, but it's absolutely woe. I don't have a boyfriend . Someone told me that he falling in love with me , with anything on me in just twice dating. Should I believe what he said ? In other case, I met other guy. He's funny . Believe or not, I never make a special conversation face to face since pkkmb almost two years ago. We are in the same faculty, but I just met him twice or three times in campus and it's just say "hay" . I spend my time and my pulse just for chating with him. I don't know why , I feel something gone when he didn't send me a message . Sometimes, you can't think it logically .

I see thosands of stars in my sky , in my palace . I don't find it here. I miss my lollipop and my chocolate bear biscuits on my ten years old . I can't cheat anymore since I graduated from senior high school. Yeah, it was a sin . Time goes by, I grow up. Everything changes. It is not as easy as I thought before. Life is difficult. My lecturer said , "you have to have something on your mind if you don't want to be a loser"

Is it normal if I need to take a rest for a while ?

I promise, I never give up

I responsible with all in my hand. . .

di balik cacar

masih dalam episode cacar . . .

eniwei , ternyata cacar tak 'sejelek' yang aku pikirkan
banyaaakk hal2 menyenangkan terjadi dibalik cacar gatelku ni ,huahahaha

temen2ku baik ,alhamdulilah, . (1)

dapet rejeki jg , alhamdulilah, .(2)

cacar juga melatih sabar lhOo. . .(3)

juga at least ,kamu jg jadi rajin potong kuku (4) ,hiks hiks

meskipun dua hari begadang gara2 gatel. .paling nggak masih bisa menikmati indahnya bolos kuliah (5) ,wkakakak
gak perlu shock jg ,kalo tgs2 kelompokanmu udah diserahin ma dosen, tentu dengan namamu disitu (6),hohoho
jg diperhatiin sama gebetan2 (7) ,heee...

Mungkin aku yang terlalu angkuh .,masih saja mengeluh atas apa yg DIA beri untukku
jadi inget kecelakaan konyolku di kediri hampir setahun lalu. .,
belum sempat ku ucapkan terima kasih , kalian. .teman terbaikku di seberang samudra ,.
i miss that moments so much
thanks for everything, ulil amri, china sipit si jhambu,hehe, kak ola , pimenk ,juga mbak huhusnana ( tragedy of pare )
ya ya. . cm skenario Tuhan yg tau ..

cacar ??!! NO !!!!

http://id.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cacar_air

gara dosen semester 4 gilaaa !!!!
begadang , ngerjain tugas , telat makan , gak ada jadwal hibernasi sama sekalii.....!!!
jauh dari rumaaahhh...!!! huhu menyedihkan !!!

okelah , yang H A R U S saya lakukan sekarang ::

1. FORBIDDEN to Garuk2 cacar yang mulai menggerogoti kulitku nan mulus !
2. FORBIDDEN pake KIPAS ANGIN ( u know ?! now the air is extremely hot !)
3. HARUS memtong my beautiful long nails !huuaaaa.........
4. HARUS TAHAN SAMA RASA GATAAALLL
5. minum obat pait bertablet-tablet !

gatel sumpah gateelll,,huhuhu

dan sepertinya tujuh hari ke sepan mungkin bakal menjadi tujuh tahun yang paling menyiksaaaaaaa !!!!!

nb :: siapapun yang bilang aku alay , i dont care !

Educational Issue in Indonesia

One of the most important issues in society today is about educational in Indonesia. As a develop country, Indonesia has evolved the curriculum itself. But, as time goes by, there are some problems in its curriculum, it isn’t about how good the curriculum we are going to use, but how we can arrange the system. It is worth stating from the outset that some reasons why it becomes more complicated, the effectiveness, efficiency, and educational standardization.

                Effective education is an education that make students easy and fun to learn the subjects and be able to do it so the goals can be achieved. The important thing we should note is there are no specific goals before the learning process is started. It brings to the next problem, becomes a complex learning system. Most people in Indonesia do believe that the higher formal education we take, the higher prestige we get. Actually, that mindset cause the effectiveness in Indonesia is very low. Everysingle in this world has a special talent, but in Indonesia, many cases happen because the parents force their children to take what they want, not appropriate with their talent, so it influences the development of educational itself.

                Efficiency is how to make an effectivity from the goal with the ‘cheaper’ process. People here do not focus on the progress and the knowledge. They just concentrate on the ‘certificate’. On the other side, the teacher do not have a good enough ability and the cost of educational in Indonesia is more expensive than other countries. The quality does not balance with its cost. Not only cost but also the time, the curriculum force the student to learn continuously. It has bad effect for their growth. Indonesia has already changed the curriculum many times, and it makes the problems more complicated because it is just wasting the time and money.

                Nowdays, the standardization of educational in Indonesia seems only focus on the competence, not the progress of knowledges. How we can increase the human resources if we do not understand the real meaning of teach and learn ? Hopefully, this country can be changed as soon as possible for the better future.